EMBRACING ME, FINALLY
Aneta Mruz is a certified Intuitive life coach, a certified Reiki Practitionaer, self-love enthusiast, and mental health advocate. She is a natural intuitive empath & a clairvoyant medium, and once she chose to step into exploring her inner ability to Divinely connect, all doors swung open into a life of serving others. Her own obstacles added to these naturally and organically established abilities and evolved her always present desires to take away others’ pain into forming the footing for guiding individuals towards a life they may have never even contemplated for themselves.
Solace’s true vision was created after opening a support group for moms going through postpartum anxiety, depression, and the debilitating prognosis of OCD/Pure O. Prior to having my son in Fall of 2016 my inner turmoil was present and vicious, and I only fault myself for getting to a space of self-doubt, false beliefs, severe social anxiety, and an overall misunderstanding of what a lifetime truly is for.
| DARKNESS |
Life was better for those 9 1/2 months during pregnancy than the way I was living for the 20+ years prior. It was a slow fall, but a deep one nonetheless. I know my son helped keep me safe from my upcoming chaos because what I was about to embark on was an accelerated version of plummets and rises.
That walk out of the falsehoods I had to rip away from my life was in fact something I needed to go through, but it was hellish. In January of 2017, several months into postpartum I chose not to suffer in silence anymore and I was then diagnosed with ADD, PTSD, anxiety, Pure O/OCD, and postpartum depression
You know, these are all just letters which describe a pattern or condition; the disorder we create. We, because we are governed by free will and the free will to choose a new way, always. Some say the fall is the beginning of the rise, and this is exactly what occurred. Something within demanded that I don’t succumb to a diagnosis and don’t allow these letters to define me.
| SELF LOVE |
Something happened at this point which I know was guided by determination, but also by forces unseen and love immeasurable. A meditation studio and I crossed paths after a spiritual encounter in where the presence of a loved on who had past was becoming very apparent. This was a first for me even though I always believed in life after death, but this love would be the pivotal point in my next chapter. The center taught me that to live free is to be free of fear, and all it takes to get here is self-love.
From the support of my parents and sister, husband, and the unforgettable words of encouragement from strangers, friends and my support groups, and my diagnosis and postpartum depression, I started dreaming a new dream; one which would evolve me into my life purpose, all while dissolving the tarnished concepts of who I “should” be, and start standing empowered in who I was made to be. I am a better version of who I was; free of numbing burdens, free of restrictions and anger towards myself, and free from the false beliefs I created. With this new energy, the desire to help others get out of their burdens heightened exponentially.
| EVOLVE |
A spiritual awakening was taking place. Down that path, my mind opened to new realities. I see that we are here to learn and grow, live our best life, but ultimately to take what we find along the way and to help others. It is all done through the energy of love. With that comes the inevitable of seeing one’s world through different eyes and allowing different perspective which bring unlimited possibilities to take their course. I have learned that unless one’s own self love is mended, all love given would be broken, incomplete, or not as it could be. This realization would disallow the type of love I’m capable of giving everyone I cared for, so the growth continued. We are the only ones standing in our way and if the intention for change is there, the Universe will bring you possibility. Always.
In Gratitude (always)
Blogs to come to discuss the struggle of anxiety, understanding energy, abusive relationships, addictive personalities, OCD and spirituality, mediumship, and much more.